Reflections: Hour 12

I am finally in a place of understanding, finally seeing. I started reading the book of Proverbs. I have never read it from the beginning, just pieces of it, chapters. Proverbs is a book about wisdom. My friend Tanya even told me this last night but I didn't connect it to what I am seeking. I am a stubborn fool sometimes, sometimes I can't see past my own desires, my own weaknesses. Tan even encouraged me to choose a reading for today, but I didn't. I spent the day distracted by things and hunger and misery. I didn't open my eyes.